再考

I think now is really turning point of my life.

i think it's not enough time to think about my job, since we most Japanese students begin to think about their lives from September or so and have to choose one company to work till April.

Well i should have thought about my life earlier, but it's no use crying over split milk...

about a week ago, i had a meeting with Kawada san (a coordinator of ICS) , and i noticed that how i don't think about my life.

i talked to him that i want to begin my own business, and before beginning i want to go to ICS, and before going to ICS i want to go abroad(the U.S.) and study about entrepreneurship education.

when i talked this kind of story to other people, they always say that "Oh, u really think about ur life, and u should do so!".

BUT!! he was not so.

he said "is there anyone who start their business after studying about entrepreneur?? they must have had a great passion."

and talked a lot, most of time was used for me to think and answer to his question...

and i noticed that "i can't reach the goal just following the measures. First of all i need to make my goal clearly. And i can make measures for options, but the measures are not necessarily things i have to follow, just as options."

i have to make goals for each things i'm doing.